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hey (:
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sup?
well, i guess i should just say it. i am just your average teenage girl who just like writing and art and music and books and movies and tv and tumblr and the internet. my skin is bad and i get cramps and i have oily hair and i don't get a lot of sleep and i smell like cats and i can't roller blade. i'm just a normal kid.
i'm not here to stick the knife in deeper or to be a sob story. i'm just here to tell y'all some things.
first: i will not be using this account normally. occasionally i'll post a poem, and that's just maybe. i'm not looking into using deviantart again, nor am i looking for any more confrontation.
second: my livejournal will not be active again, seeing as that is just a dead website in the first place.
third: i would appreciate if any of you guys are using any of my photos for anything that you would take it down. i know, i know, i gave you permission at one point, but i have grown up and i do not want my photos on here. there are only two photos of me on here that are on my account, and i'd like to keep it that way.
fourth: a majority of my fics on here will stay up, but they will never be updated unless a gigantic rethinking happens. i'm just not into them anymore, and i'm sorry if you wanted me to finish, but they have been abandoned. however, i can say that Free From Restraint will definitely be rewritten with another pairing - kellic - and i'll tell you where to find that a couple points down.
fifth: yes, i am still writing fanfiction for bands. not rydon, frerard, miro, peterick, but more like kellic, jalex, and cashby. my music taste has just evolved and while i still am a huge fan of mcr, p!atd, and fob, i have explored into other types of music. if you're interested in reading any of those fics, the link will be in the next little point.
sixth: there are a few websites i'll allow you guys to reach to me at, seeing as they are my public profiles. they will be listed below. tumblr is where i am most, and you can follow me if you want. twitter is just updates about me and funny thoughts and random things and mainly where i act like an idiot. my instagram is a lot of selfies and photos that relate to me and fandoms and macabre and just whatever. and my mibba and wattpad are where you can find my fanfiction. i also have a secret dA, try and see if you can find it. c;
band tumblr - alovelikekellic.tumblr.com/
whatever i want to post tumblr - bonesbrink.tumblr.com/
twitter - twitter.com/Destinyology
instagram - instagram.com/destinyology
mibba - www.mibba.com/Member/321694/
wattpad - www.wattpad.com/user/FuneralPa…
seventh: my facebook and private twitter is something personal. i only add people i know irl or people i trust. i have some old dA friends added to my facebook, and that's only because they're people i missed and really do trust to see my family.
eighth (most important): i do not care how much you hate me; it is completely and utterly unacceptable to stalk my friends and/or family. yes, i have seen people from here stalk and harass my loved ones and that is wrong. if you still have a grudge with me, then you need to let it go. it is not okay and if you do it, i will know, and i will make sure that you will be blocked.
well, friends, that is all. no one is blocked, so if you want to comment, feel free. it's time for me to vanish again, and perhaps resurface later and share some poetry. that is all for now. til we meet again.
-Captain Des
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RIP Hannah
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List Of My Favorite Rydon Fanfictions
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Well, well, well, I have decided to make a list of my favorite Rydon fanfictions (:
Let's get shit done (I'l love you if you get the reference!):
Pain-www.ficwad.com/story/100609: Ryan's crying. You can read to get the rest, lol. (fluffish, angst)
Prom Night-hamburgers-for-bill.deviantart…: 20 chapters of delicious Rydon goodness (fluff, a little bit of smut)
An Apple A Day-fav.me/d1rnmj0: Ryan's in the hospital, in a coma for over 2 years. Dr. Brendon-hotpants-Urie comes along! It's chaptered!! (fluff)
Affair To Remember-fav.me/d24hs3y: You're kinda a creepy stalker. Or Rydon-peeper. Which ever you prefer. (SMUT!!)
You Might Have Noticed-fav.me/d2f0s9m: Suicide...that's all I'm gonna say. It made me tear-up a bit, but I cry a lot anyway
(suicide)
Diamonds or Emeralds-ixlovexryden.buzznet.com/user/…: Ryan can't decide between a diamond ring or an emerald ring. I think Brendon can fix that. Also, Ryan likes to make love, not fuck. (fluff, barely smut)
Honey, The Car Crash You're Wearing Doesn't Rhyme With The Love You're Swearing-ixlovexryden.buzznet.com/user/…: Has two chapters so far, but the writer never finished it :/
lose yourself in lines dissecting love-users.livejournal.com/samediff…: Staircases are now sexy. And Jon Walker knows the most amazingly random shit. (smut, smut, smut)
The Clockworks-ixlovexryden.buzznet.com/user/…: Ryan is Peter. Peter is Ryan. Brendon is loving. Peter doesn't really like it. Ryan hates being touched. Fuckin' Dr. Wentz. Split personality. 10 chpaters of amazing. Made me bawl like a fuckin' baby. (SWEET SWEET FLUFF, smut)
If you want oneshots, go to
for tons! 
Fun-facts: I've written songs based off of Prom Night(that's actually the first song I've written) and You Might Have Noticed.
When I first read You Might Have Noticed, "love" was in the room and thought he hurt my feelings or something
HOLY FUCKING JESUS, BRYANSTARS REPLIED TO ME WHILE I AS WRITING THIS! I WAS TALKING ABOUT BRENDON URIE STRIPPING AND BRYAN SAID, "Hot
" I JUST FUCKIN' WON LIFE!
I think The Clockworks is the best fic, and Prom Night is the second best.
"Pain" was the first fic I ever read, and Prom Night was the second.
It took me three hours to read Prom Night and The Clockworks.
I cried while reading An Apple A Day, I don't know why.
Let's get shit done (I'l love you if you get the reference!):
Pain-www.ficwad.com/story/100609: Ryan's crying. You can read to get the rest, lol. (fluffish, angst)
Prom Night-hamburgers-for-bill.deviantart…: 20 chapters of delicious Rydon goodness (fluff, a little bit of smut)
An Apple A Day-fav.me/d1rnmj0: Ryan's in the hospital, in a coma for over 2 years. Dr. Brendon-hotpants-Urie comes along! It's chaptered!! (fluff)
Affair To Remember-fav.me/d24hs3y: You're kinda a creepy stalker. Or Rydon-peeper. Which ever you prefer. (SMUT!!)
You Might Have Noticed-fav.me/d2f0s9m: Suicide...that's all I'm gonna say. It made me tear-up a bit, but I cry a lot anyway
(suicide)Diamonds or Emeralds-ixlovexryden.buzznet.com/user/…: Ryan can't decide between a diamond ring or an emerald ring. I think Brendon can fix that. Also, Ryan likes to make love, not fuck. (fluff, barely smut)
Honey, The Car Crash You're Wearing Doesn't Rhyme With The Love You're Swearing-ixlovexryden.buzznet.com/user/…: Has two chapters so far, but the writer never finished it :/
lose yourself in lines dissecting love-users.livejournal.com/samediff…: Staircases are now sexy. And Jon Walker knows the most amazingly random shit. (smut, smut, smut)
The Clockworks-ixlovexryden.buzznet.com/user/…: Ryan is Peter. Peter is Ryan. Brendon is loving. Peter doesn't really like it. Ryan hates being touched. Fuckin' Dr. Wentz. Split personality. 10 chpaters of amazing. Made me bawl like a fuckin' baby. (SWEET SWEET FLUFF, smut)
If you want oneshots, go to
for tons! Fun-facts: I've written songs based off of Prom Night(that's actually the first song I've written) and You Might Have Noticed.
When I first read You Might Have Noticed, "love" was in the room and thought he hurt my feelings or something
HOLY FUCKING JESUS, BRYANSTARS REPLIED TO ME WHILE I AS WRITING THIS! I WAS TALKING ABOUT BRENDON URIE STRIPPING AND BRYAN SAID, "Hot
" I JUST FUCKIN' WON LIFE! I think The Clockworks is the best fic, and Prom Night is the second best.
"Pain" was the first fic I ever read, and Prom Night was the second.
It took me three hours to read Prom Night and The Clockworks.
I cried while reading An Apple A Day, I don't know why.
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